Constantly striving is exhausting.
I try so hard.
On one hand, I know if I don’t go get what I want, I’ll never have it.
It’s up to me to make it happen.
I have to create my own opportunities and luck.
Nobody cares about me.
Nobody is coming to save me.
Nobody is going to hand me anything.
On the other hand, I know if I chase I’ll scare and push away.
I overthink it.
I stress myself out.
I’m living in a constant state of stress.
I need to stop pressuring it and putting so much pressure on myself.
I don’t need to think more and work harder.
I need a break from the stress.
I need to relax.
I need to chill out, be patient, and trust the universe.
Then it will start flowing.
Then I’ll attract.
Then it will come to me.