Constantly striving is exhausting.

I try so hard.

On one hand, I know if I don’t go get what I want, I’ll never have it.

It’s up to me to make it happen.

I have to create my own opportunities and luck.

Nobody cares about me.

Nobody is coming to save me.

Nobody is going to hand me anything.

On the other hand, I know if I chase I’ll scare and push away.

I overthink it.

I stress myself out.

I’m living in a constant state of stress.

I need to stop pressuring it and putting so much pressure on myself.

I don’t need to think more and work harder.

I need a break from the stress.

I need to relax.

I need to chill out, be patient, and trust the universe.

Then it will start flowing.

Then I’ll attract.

Then it will come to me.