I don’t yet know exactly what I want, but when I figure it out, I’ll get it.

Let me be clear. I haven’t always gotten what I’ve wanted.

I’ve been denied, rejected, and slapped around like a pinball.

I’ve gone down the drain and felt like I lost my life.

Those are terrible feelings.

Also like a pinball, I’ve been redirected – to something better.

In the moment we think we know what we want.

Some of those feelings are temporary.

We’re emotional and impulsive.

They’re more like infatuation.

I’m not looking for infatuation.

I’m looking for love – everlasting love to be exact.

If it takes me a little longer to find it, so be it.

I’m following my heart, and I’m getting warmer.